Caution: Thin Ice!

I've poked my pudgy finger into too many pies.

Being CMB Publicity IC, Chingay Chief ME and Touch Vice-Cap is catastrophic on a global scale.

I'm so tired all the time especially from Chingay cos it's top priority right now. I've been neglecting Touch and CMB but THANK GOD Yonglin is more than capable of picking up any slack. As for Touch... Well I'm sorry if I've disappointed anyone as a Vice-Cap and if you think someone else should take the position, I whole-heartedly agree. I honestly don't deserve it, cos I only have time to go for trainings and that's about it. Don't even start the time management spiel; every available minute I have is spent on Chingay at the moment. I've said it once, I'll say it again, don't judge till you've done it yourself.

I can't even take any off days from Chingay cos they need me and I can't shirk my responsibilities as a Publicity IC too much cos it'll be unfair to Yonglin. At least for Touch, I can afford to let it slide just a little bit cos we've got Guoyong and Ya Yan. But it's still draining, having to make sure that I am there for ALL trainings just because I am vice-captain.

I thought I wasn't stressed, just exhausted from doing too many things but I think I am. And oh, guess what? This is the icing on the bloody cake: I found out that I can't even wear normal contact lenses for my left eye any more cos the astigmatism is too bad and the new ones cost triple the price!

Sigh. I'll get through this though, even though it feels like I'm swimming through molasses. Slow but I'll eventually reach the end.