A few minutes ago, I didn't know what to do with myself. I feel trapped, more stressed out than ever before and banging my head over the path I've chosen. Fate and destiny hold no water here.

I now have a plan of action for the time being. Finish up these 3 weeks, work my ass off for my remaining assignments and exams then probably talk to someone regarding the rest of my life.

Working like this for the next 3 years is simply unthinkable at this point.