Damn.

My plan to sleep early and wake up early isn't working out too well. The time this entry was posted is concrete proof.

Sometimes I wish I was a mugger. Not a total mugger though; the price to pay is a little steep for a young person like me. Then again, 3 years of hard work to have better pay and job prospects ain't so bad. Studying's better than working anyway and to those who say otherwise, you're sorely mistaken. Can't believe I feel this hostile towards attachments. Makes me wonder if I'm even fit to be a nurse... I think the harsh reality of the healthcare world just disenchanted me of my wonderful visions of helping people.

I envy those people who can sit for hours on end and absorb things like an unlimited sponge. My brain just can't do that and my butt gets numb after a while. Plus I realise hall isn't a good place for me to study. Yes I'm free from most distractions like the TV and good food, but the problem is when I need a proper break, I can't get one. On the other hand, at home I feel a lot more willing to hit the books after I've watched a little TV or eaten chocolate cake.

Anyway I'm going to watch the Phantom of the Opera on Sunday! Good thing musicals always come around my birthday so my parents can pay for the expensive tickets :) btw I have an extra $90+ ticket for Phantom. Anyone interested, please tell me ASAP.